Standing At Crossroads.

Been listening to this song on repeat today.
Kinda dig the rock feel to it.



'I tried so hard and got so far, in the end it doesn't even matter.'

Been doing a shitload of thinking these past few days about a personal issue of mine.
Basically, I'm currently standing at crossroads in my life.



My decision will force me to let go of 1 and choose the other.
Life is all about choices, undoubtedly true.
Choices which could potentially affect the outcome of our future should be delved on wisely and thoroughly before being decided.
Sometimes, I just wish I could go to God directly to ask Him what His plan for my life is.
I mean, this uncertainty I'm currently facing is just downright unpleasant.
What if I make the wrong decision?

Did you ever feel like going back in time so you could change how things would turn out?
Honestly, I wish I could return to the time before I entered SEGi.
So far, there's been like so many blunders I've made since I came here.
If only I knew what those blunders were in the first place, I could have avoided them.

Yes, I know that life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
But sometimes, the mistakes that we make are irreversible and we just cannot return things to the way they used to be.
The damage simply has been done.



Don't take people for granted.
In short, do NOT play with someone's feelings. Just don't.
People who knowingly do that have a seriously screwed up conscience.
Confucius: "Do not impose on others what you do not desire others to impose upon you."

The best moments in life are hanging out with close friends and just enjoying the warm atmosphere subconsciously created by being close to each other.



Salamat mlm.

Quick hint: The title of this post is of tr0ll essence :P

Yo peeps, it's been like forever since I last blogged.
Frankly it's cuz only bloggers read blogs.
None and I mean NONE of my friends blog.
Which sucks.
Big time.
Sigh.

On the bright side, I find blogging kinda entertaining which was why I even started blogging back in the year 2009 after a friend introduced me to blogger. No regrets since. Just play by the rules and don't post any sensitive stuff so I won't get detained by the ISA (which btw is already dibubarkan and replaced with some other similar shyt). Don't see why they even bubarkan it in the first place.

ANYWAY.
ENOUGH BLABBERING.
OPENING HUMOR.
NAO.




OH YEAH, POLITIKAL (intentionally spelled with a 'K' to avoid google search) SENSITIVE STUFF. F*CK U ISA. :D

And I'm sure the following pic happens to almost everyone of us. Frankly, technically it happens to me every monday during my 'tembaking' spree. -flips table in RAGE like a motherfawker-



So, we were finally given our dental society shirt this morning. Check it out.



OMG WHY RED? IKR. Looks like some waiter in some fast food joint. THEY SHOULD'VE MADE IT PINK! LOLWUT. :D Don't think anyone's gonna wear it out in the mall or smth unless to troll around then boleh lah rofl. Hmm, should've ordered M size cuz S is kinda tight. Getting fat these days. Need. To. Jog. More. Often. Nao. :(
BMI index still in the ideal range so screw it. LIFE IS SHORT, SO JUST OMNOMNOM ALL YOU FEEL LIKE EATING. Cut the anorexia nervosa bullshit. Only those really REALLY self-conscious-bout-looks people would practise this practice. Some nutcases would even eat the intestinal worm pills so that the worm parasites would breed in their intestines and suck the nutrients from their food so they will lose weight. Which I think is totally screwed up. Gosh, the desperation factor in some people. Tsk tsk. Sad.

So sleepy, need to zzz. Sooo....
Life's short, learn to value loved ones. :)


Life, as we know it.

Opening humor :

Lady : Do you smoke?
Man : Yes I do.
Lady : How many packs a day?
Man : 3 packs.
Lady : How much per pack?
Man : $10.00 per pack.
Lady : And how long have you been smoking?
Man : About 15 years.
Lady : So 1 pack is $10.00 and you have been smoking 3 packs a day which puts your spending per month at $900. In 1 year, it would have been $10,800. Am I correct?
Man : Correct.
Lady : If 1 year you spend $10,800 not accounting for inflation, the past 15 years put your spending total at $162,000. Correct?
Man : Correcto.
Lady : Do you know if you hadn't smoke, that money could have been put in a step-up interest savings account and after accounting for compound interest for the past 15 years, you could by now have bought a Ferrari?
Man : Oh, do you smoke?
Lady : No.
Man : Then where's your f*cking Ferrari?

HAHAHAH@H@H@. OMG THIS IS GOOD. BURN FREAKIN BURN LADY. HAHAHA LOLOLOLOL. :D
Got it from some random website, forgot which one though.
Found it hidden stashed in the corner of my blogpost folder.

Anyway, back to the main topic of the day.
So far it's been an eventful week so far, went to watch Oblivion at Cathay Cineplex with some friends and then tak balik condo after that terus go makan seafood with ANOTHER group of friends at Fatty Crab Restaurant at some Taman Maju if I'm not mistaken.
It was after both these events that I realized that the fun thing about this life we're all living in is that events sometimes take an unexpected turn. For example, that day I did not even plan to go anywhere but to head back to my condo and stone. But on the way back, I randomly met up with my friends and they invited me to join them for the movie. And I was like 'Uhhh ermm, OK YEAH SURE!' cuz well, it sounds like fun! :D Good thing I went though, if not I'd never been able to pose as IRONMAN!!





Overall, I'd give Oblivion a 6/10 rating.
Anyhoo, after the movie I went straight to Chris's condo and lepak-ed there for about 20 minutes before Shen came and picked me and Jon and headed for Fatty Crab restaurant. Mason organized it apparently cuz' we talked too much crap so let's go eat some crab! LOLWUT. RANDOMNESS IN LIFE FTW! :D




What I'd like to point out here is that sometimes to have fun, we just have to say yes to things. After all, the word yes opens new opportunities and unlock doors in front of us. Of course, we ourselves have to judge with our rational minds whether or not the yes would bring more good than bad, if the other way round then just stick to the no. Firmness in our decisions is imminent because life is all about the choices we make. Based on my experience, if I hadn't said yes to helping my friend clean up the storeroom in my secondary school, I would never have met my awesome friends in the Indoor Games Club and wouldn't be elected as the secretary of the club. I mean, I could have just said nah cleaning ain't my stuff and went back home. But if I had done that, I would have missed out on an exciting experience in the Indoor Games Club. I wouldn't even have joined it in the first place. Sometimes, the small things in life have a greater underlying significance, as through it we unlock hidden stuff as in meet new friends, go places we'd never plan to go before, et cetera. So my advice is if an opportunity doesn't seem so bad, just take a chance and say yes to it. You'll never know what it has in store for you until you have taken the first step of going for it. After all, we only live once right? YOLO :D

To wrap this post up, been listening to this song on repeat for days.
What makes a song beautiful is its' lyrics and the voice of the singer.
My personal preference is pop/rock genre!
Enjoy!


Breast = Tomb.

First off, I could gobble this bowl of heavenly noodles right now.



Oh someone please Poslaju any ANY bowl of kolo mee from Sarawak now!! >.< Doesn't matter whether the kolo mee is nice or not, kolo mee is still kolo mee :D Where art thou, mah yummy bowl of noodles? Oh and oh!! THIS ONE ALSO!!
OMG, OH LAWD KINDER BUENO AIS KRIM!
WHY TORTURE ME WITH THESE PICS?
D:




-salivates-
-drools-

( ~O~ ) = my face right now.

Anyway, came across this interesting and kinda unusual newspaper article at library after lunch today.



Quote : He said it was based on a Chinese proverb that 'the breast of a woman is the tomb of a warrior'. Figuratively, it means a soldier would not be able to focus on fighting a war if he had a lover at home, and he would fear dying on the battlefield.

Hmm, well true in a sense. But rather in contrast to those movies which are abundant these days whereby the hero goes like 'I WILL FIGHT THOSE MUDAFAKAS FOR THE SAKE OF MY LOVED ONES!'. Well if we actually delve on the psychology of man, I'd side with the proverb above. Cuz' if I'm the dude heading for war and I have a wife and kids at home... well then I'd most probably pretend to die even before the 2 armies clashed. Best tip during a war : pretend to be dead. :D

Randomness : I hate cooking sunny-side up eggs cuz this is what happens almost every single freakin time.



Walao weh, it keeps sticking to the kuali. Thus, I've come to the conclusion that there's something in the egg yolk that when campur with the egg white will induce non-stickiness to the surface of the kuali. Cuz' my eggs don't stick to the kuali when I pre-mix the yolk+white beforehand. 50% this conclusion is bullcrap tho, so go research it and don't believe people so easily. :D

TO wrap things up, here's a pic of me arm-wrestling this indian dude back in Methodist College 2 years back. Can't believe how swiftly time soars when one ain't even taking notice of it.








Caffeine, my drug.

As the title implies, yes indeed.
Caffeine is my utmost top-of-the-list drug.
Well not technically a drug per se, but the informal meaning of drug is something that one gets addicted to.
Sooooo yeah, caffeine is mah drug!
Can't imagine life without caffeine.
It's like my brain goes zombie-ish without any consumption of caffeine.
That's exactly why I stocked up my caffeine supply! :D



Wtf is the pringles doing there? >.<

Lemme just briefly quote some info about caffeine consumption from some random website:

The Science: Soon after your first sip, caffeine begins to work its magic by causing the release of dopamine. Dopamine is a brain chemical that stimulates the area of your gray matter responsible for alertness, problem solving, and pleasure. "You have that feeling of being activated, sharper, and on the ball," says Lovallo. "And you can also experience a mild mood-elevating effect." All of which goes a long way in explaining why there are around 9,000 Starbucks outlets in the United States, and more opening every day around the globe.

Be smarter instantly: Down a cup of joe just before your next meeting -- it'll boost your mind power for about 45 minutes, according to a recent Austrian study that directly measured the impact of 100 milligrams (mg) of caffeine on brain activity.

Be smarter for life: Refill your cup three times a day. Harvard researchers have determined that men who drink 4 cups of caffeinated coffee a day are half as likely to develop Parkinson's disease as those who skip the java -- presumably because caffeine keeps dopamine molecules active. What's more, blocking adenosine may slow the buildup of amyloid-beta, a toxic brain plaque that's associated with Alzheimer's disease.


Yep, the reason I consume caffeine is mainly for mental alertness. If not, I'll be walking around with a 'huh?' attitude cuz' of what-we-call blurness. D:

Randomness: Guess who I saw whilst browsing random shops at The Curve last last weekend? The dude in the pic below!



If you have no clue who this particular dude is, then you're 100% not a Malaysian. :D
Yep, that's Ah Jib gor. Who knows what he and Rosmah were doing at The Curve.
Shopping or campaigning? Most probably the latter as elections are just around the corner.
Sigh, alang-alang my burfday is like 2 weeks from the election date if not I'd surely cast my vote.
Oh well, there's always the next election.



Anyway, to wrap it up and continue with the dreaded med slides for tomorrow's weekly assessment, here're a bunch of sequential pics denoting how my friends and I roll back in nyan nyan city :D








Sunday boredom.

Aloha peeps!
Been a dull Sunday so far.
Sigh.
Ain't fun studying on a Sunday just cuz' there's the usual weekly assessment tomorrow.
But ah well, PASS CAN ALREADY LAH HAHHAH! :D
So far passed every single weekly assessment for this block, soooo yeah the 'tembak' game indeed DOES work!
PS: Pharmacology and microbiology takes too much brain power to read and memorize. Sigh.
Neways, time for the usual opening humor!



Dam rite, it's t0t@lly worth it lmao.



Been working on a new fb cover photo and finally got it done after some tweaks and editing work. Check it out! Credits to 'http://pixlr.com/'. I practically do all my editing jobs via this website. -thumbs up-



BEAUTIFUL, THIS GUITAR IS SIMPLY INDESCRIBABLY BOOTIFUL AND PUUURTY! :DD

Been working on Dull & Doozy 2.0 but can't seem to master the fingerstyle play sigh.
Below is a vid I took during one of my practice sessions.
I know it sounds terrible.. need tons of practice to perfect this piece.



Ok, gotta go study. AFK.




The Humble Servant.

Sup peeps! It's been ages since my last blogpost.
Well... not a matter of busy-ness but merely a lack of urge to think of stuff to type here.
Anyhoo, came across this cool link on my Facebook homepage this morning.
It tells of a story entitled 'The Humble Servant'.
Hurm, I could just give you guys the link here but if I did that then I have like nothing else juicy enough to type now. LOL.

HOWWWEVERRRRRR!!!
As usual, opening lame troll humor! :D
Today's tr0ll joke is about the word NIGGA. :DD



What the fook?! Bird also can racist punya walao weih! Hahahahahah! But this pic reminds me of those black chickens you see in the pasar, you know? The nigga version of chickens lmfao. TRY EM SOMETIME! YUMMMYYYY!! :DD

Random Fun Fact:



The Han Yu Pin Yin for 'buy that' in Mandarin is 'mai nei ge'! Which indeed DOES sound like MAH NIGGA! LOL.



Arab tr0llface to wrap the lame opening humor.

OK OK!!

Back to the main topic for today.

THE HUMBLE SERVANT

When God calls on us to do something we shouldn’t have any expectations that He explain Himself. Our calling may seem absurd, our work seem pointless or without merit. But God’s plan is greater than ours. Serve Him humbly, with no expectations that you will be rewarded in this life for your toils, for your reward will come.

One night at a small church in Atlanta, Georgia, a man shared how he had
become a Christian while in Sydney, Australia. “I was at the street corner
in Kings Cross,” the man began, “when I felt a tug on my sleeve. Turning,
I found myself face to face with a street bum. Before I could say
anything, the man simply asked me, “Mister, if you were to die tonight,
where would you spend eternity?’ That question troubled me over the next
three weeks,” the man continued. “I had to find an answer, and I ended up
giving my life to Christ.”

The pastor of the Atlanta church was amazed that a man on a street corner
could have such an impact. But imagine his amazement when, three years
later, another man came to his church and gave an almost identical
testimony. He, too, had been at Kings Cross in Sydney when a derelict had
pulled on his sleeve and then asked him, “If you were to die tonight,
where would you spend eternity?”

This second man, also haunted by the street bum’s question, eventually
sought and found an answer in Jesus.

Shortly after hearing the second testimony, the pastor of that small
church in Atlanta had to be in Sydney for a missions conference. On one of
his nights off, he went to Kings Cross to see if he could find the man who
had been mentioned at his church by two different people. Pausing on a
street corner to look for someone like the street bum he’d heard about, he
felt a tug at his jacket. He turned, and before the poor old man could say
anything, the pastor blurted out, “I know what you’re going to ask me!
You’re going to ask me if I were to die tonight, where would I spend
eternity?”

The man was stunned. “How did you know that?” he inquired. The pastor told
him the whole story. When he finished, the man started to cry. “Mister,”
he said, “10 years ago I gave my life to Jesus, and I wanted to do
something for Him. But a man like me can’t do much of anything. So I
decided I would just hang out on this corner and ask people that simple
question. I’ve been doing that for years, mister, but tonight is the first
time Ever that I knew it did anybody any good.”

God calls us not to be successful, but to be faithful. We need to obey God
even though we can’t see whether it does any good. When you share Christ
with someone, for instance, or when you help a person in need, you aren’t
responsible for the outcome. It’s God’s job to form us into what we can
be in Christ.

On the other side of things, be careful not to judge others for what they
are doing in the Kingdom of God, even when it seems foolish or
unproductive. God uses all kinds of ministry in many different ways in
order to fulfill his purposes. Just because you don’t get the point of a
particular ministry doesn’t mean it’s wrong or worthless.

- Unknown Author.



Andddddd nope, the dude above ain't the author. Just thought it would look cool to put a pic of myself below the story. TROLOLOLOLOL.