Standing At Crossroads.

Been listening to this song on repeat today.
Kinda dig the rock feel to it.



'I tried so hard and got so far, in the end it doesn't even matter.'

Been doing a shitload of thinking these past few days about a personal issue of mine.
Basically, I'm currently standing at crossroads in my life.



My decision will force me to let go of 1 and choose the other.
Life is all about choices, undoubtedly true.
Choices which could potentially affect the outcome of our future should be delved on wisely and thoroughly before being decided.
Sometimes, I just wish I could go to God directly to ask Him what His plan for my life is.
I mean, this uncertainty I'm currently facing is just downright unpleasant.
What if I make the wrong decision?

Did you ever feel like going back in time so you could change how things would turn out?
Honestly, I wish I could return to the time before I entered SEGi.
So far, there's been like so many blunders I've made since I came here.
If only I knew what those blunders were in the first place, I could have avoided them.

Yes, I know that life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
But sometimes, the mistakes that we make are irreversible and we just cannot return things to the way they used to be.
The damage simply has been done.



Don't take people for granted.
In short, do NOT play with someone's feelings. Just don't.
People who knowingly do that have a seriously screwed up conscience.
Confucius: "Do not impose on others what you do not desire others to impose upon you."

The best moments in life are hanging out with close friends and just enjoying the warm atmosphere subconsciously created by being close to each other.